Make It Rain....

IDK why i like this song but i do lol

Im In Here...

Listen and relax

Spend Your Time On ME...

Just listen and relax....

All I Want Is You...

For the past few days ive been confused about this whole "friend" and "boyfriend" situation.

So there is this guy and i care about him A LOT!
I would love to make things official between the two of us but its just too soon and that even isnt on his agenda anytime soon.
He just wants to friends for now because things have to be perfect when we do make that step to be more than friends but why treat me like your girlfriend!!!
It just sucks because then i expect certain things from him but i dont get what i want but then i have to remember that he isnt my boyfriend.

I know we just complicated things by moving so fast too soon and now im suffering from it =[

Snowangels && Snowballs....???

Well not for me...
I can pretty much already tell that this winter is going to suck [terribly].

I thought i was going to love the snow this winter but its not looking too good. =[

I just want to cuddle up with my [friend] and drink some hot chocolate....

The One I'm Waiting On....

So it didn't goes as planned.....
**tear**
Such a bummer but im cool i can deal with it. There isn't a rush i can hold off for awhile till i know things are where they need to be between the two of us.

My XMAS List.....

Ya know even though i am 21 years old i still need to make my xmas list....

I dont want that many things but hopefully i get them all...

1 Black Polo Boots
2 Black Northface Jacket
3 Digital Camera ( im pissed that someone stole mines )
4 Xbox Kinect
5 I really really really need the heat fixed in my car [its cold out lol]
6 Annnndddd....a kiss under the mistletoe  =) 

He Had Me At HELLO....

Its nice to know that he actually does cares...

Because I think ive fallen DEEPLY in like with him [teeheehee]